erogenous storm

An enigma to you To myself  To life and all it’s mess Creating worthless gems  Creating pointless hymns I cry out to you  And you are me Puzzled at the thought of chivalry  Trying to define the rest of you Getting the best of you and still I say Me too. I have gone through this  I’ve gone through this I was gone through this  Drawn to this Bc seeds were planted  Upper handed Privileged even  To smell unrecognizable semen  Facing darkness like a demon  Uplifting hearts through men  I tweeted you Replying faintly I gasped at the concern  Something willing to learn  Your ego willing to earn  So why does my soul cry? Whose gaze am I looking at through tired eyes?  Is this true?  I’m hellbent in The spells went over sin  An enigma to my kin  A revelation for my kids  I say, today, that I am brand new  Steady paced, somewhat blue  Minute and slim On troubled skin  I can’t make out what this deal is to win  Fallback fr

I'm sorry I'm not who you thought I was Were. I've conformed, hurt people, and judged As if I'm this big God, right Doing whatever I want with you as if I'm godlike Showing you new ways of pain as if I'm dynamite Stepping on your heart not knowing it was a landmine But Ive learned my lesson one thousand times Until I got it right So where I am now is not where you are You're thinking of me as the picture you painted But that is your work of art and not my reality I don't even know if I'm the same from the beginning of this poem I'm just telling you I know Who I am Now. Just because you don't like that I've changed doesn't mean I'm the same I'm better I always get better New flowers new powers New hours To do. Who you want me to be is not my magnitude Who I've remained to you is not the truth And I'm sorry you live back there I don't know where your where is And you wear the past so well You