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Haunted House

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I lived in a haunted house once. I saw things. I felt things. I heard things.  I became things. It happened so often. And never followed me but it called me all the time. I knew whatever it was was old, it had been around for a long time... haunting the walls, hunting the feelings, haunted by feelings, not letting me sleep, not letting go. I will never forget the day I turn down and looked at the hall because something woke me up. I felt a presence so strong and heavy I couldn’t stop to look. In that moment the door of the room that I was in began to close and I close my eyes so hard until my mom’s roommate came to me and told me to get ready for school. I was quiet all day after that and realized that there was a spirit in the house. It’s not my first encounter but it has been my strongest. Today as a story rises again in me I realize that I have been a haunted house for my soul. My soul is the same young girl scared in the room, innocent and curious... watching the door clos
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Alien

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Alien. I’d like to see your body Out of control , your figure is an ailment Just say nice things to me Tell me how well I’m doing  Don’t judge me bc u can feel the things inside my head  Be calm with me  Encourage me  I know you’re empathetic but let’s take things slow  Let’s be one with whatever before I go : this is me I just need to know  Sometimes I feel like an alien Maybe I am  Out of this world bc I’m always in my body and out of this dimension  Don’t know why I come back  Is it safe to want to learn lessons  always want silence?  To never speak  To never be  To just dream and see.  Move the body outside of the mind you’ll never need to see this planet ; you exist everywhere in everything (goddess) CANT YOU SEE?  They mock while you create  Accept your fate What you’re being, you’re feeling When you’re crying, you’re healing  That is so special  Your existence is helpful  No need to run away  Show us your alien
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Enigma

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An enigma to you To myself  To life and all it’s mess Creating worthless gems  Creating pointless hymns I cry out to you  And you are me Puzzled at the thought of chivalry  Trying to define the rest of you Getting the best of you and still I say Me too. I have gone through this  I’ve gone through this I was gone through this  Drawn to this Bc seeds were planted  Upper handed Privileged even  To smell unrecognizable semen  Facing darkness like a demon  Uplifting hearts through men  I tweeted you Replying faintly I gasped at the concern  Something willing to learn  Your ego willing to earn  So why does my soul cry? Whose gaze am I looking at through tired eyes?  Is this true?  I’m hellbent in The spells went over sin  An enigma to my kin  A revelation for my kids  I say, today, that I am brand new  Steady paced, somewhat blue  Minute and slim On troubled skin  I can’t make out what this deal is to win  Fallback fr
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Address

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I'm sorry I'm not who you thought I was Were. I've conformed, hurt people, and judged As if I'm this big God, right Doing whatever I want with you as if I'm godlike Showing you new ways of pain as if I'm dynamite Stepping on your heart not knowing it was a landmine But Ive learned my lesson one thousand times Until I got it right So where I am now is not where you are You're thinking of me as the picture you painted But that is your work of art and not my reality I don't even know if I'm the same from the beginning of this poem I'm just telling you I know Who I am Now. Just because you don't like that I've changed doesn't mean I'm the same I'm better I always get better New flowers new powers New hours To do. Who you want me to be is not my magnitude Who I've remained to you is not the truth And I'm sorry you live back there I don't know where your where is And you wear the past so well You
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BY THE FIREPLACE

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. . .   We threw all of it by the fireplace.    We wanted to burn the face of deception and pain  Everything that we have ever dreamed of,  Each time we drifted into the cosmo of the eye  The darkness of why's The unknown "hi"s It was us And everything we have ever seen: it never really seemed real … Until we burned it all and we try to forget it,   Giants and midgets, gargantuan bigets  But this is no where near familiar  nothing is ever realer than trying to forget something .   And we wanted to not exist anymore ;  But it all existed in us ...... .. So we fled;  we fled into the fire    we both wanted to feel what it was like to forget ... needed to forget ; WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET THATS WHY ITS IMPORTANT NOT TO REGRET BC EVERYTHING YOU PROJECT YOU REFLECT INTO SPECS OF CHARACTERISTIC CONTENT MAKING DENTS IN YOUR INTELLIGENCE WITH NO RESISTANCE OR IMPORTANCE FOR YOUR PRETENSE .. now that's a soul well spent,   THEY SAY w
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The Matrix

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Infinitely transparent through this cosmo Too many blows Clues to where the vibration lies to separate the sheep Would you have asked me to do it through space and evaporate into primates?  The elevated are never shaded through times manipulation  But you think I am a weapon because I love. Because I love. The shame. The guilt. From thinking one brain we've gone insane through membranes that travel faster than stars I am here standing beside you through the thick of it all  It's thick Real thick The quilt of this magick keeps us safe from lower vibrational worlds and dimensions We are heaven  We were never prepared so we had to shed the fear  No more machines  No more war I sing to you this day This is not afraid This is no attachment to this Is it because I remember you from a past life Is that a crime to want that connection twice  No surprise All eyes  All thighs In between, the life forms shower over all of existence  There is no repentance  He kno
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Able Bodied

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✨🌹💮 "She is perfect. Able bodied. Light. Feather weight. Maybe she wants to shake the earth back to its original form. Why would u care or dare for the norm? The flavor is in her kiss. The universe in her palm.  The magick, in her eyes.  She wants to be recreated. She wants to be elevated. Dance with her skin and share her with the sun. Hold her like a newborn.  She desires the taste of your teachings. This is now. Are u scared yet?  I told u I get wet Sometimes she doesn't like her reflection bc ur the demon always staring back at her Sometimes she needs you to be  the light Sometimes she needs the light from the depths of your soul to understand her misunderstandings A smile ; the reassurance that her love is safe with you Your love is always safe with a goddess When u return to love it is a celebration of your being and the gods rejoice at their creation"
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