Just When

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just when you think its safe
someone invades your feelings
and they have no control of theirs

just when you want to give up
someone comes along and takes your spirit
and you have no control over yours

just when you dont want anything
here comes everything

you are blown away
completely in a daze
amazed

you think to yourself this cant be real
but for the moment

this is what i want to feel
just when i didnt

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