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1989

Places of vulnerability savaged with tranquility Execution of emotions These are my motions Every drop in the ocean concealed with passion Eye am ravaged How do we get here...  With  no meaning
The void Lost to avoid  Everything simplified into noids The moods of wind The unspoken truth in our limbs This is our kin The unknown The unseen  The being. This is the meaning  Always inside Never hiding yet confined 
1989
A time when everything was fine & my incarnations were divine  Manifesting my decadence into adolescence apprehensive.
Eye remember you hurting me, shattering my gullible little world into nothings.  Eye believed in you  Eye believed in love bc it’s all eye knew
It’s a shame eye 
didn’t get it back until eye had two
But eye remember like it was yesterday  And everything was holy like a Sunday 
We can all be free All is me We can all be free All is we We can all be free and be free

It Cums.....

Everything happens when we cum The fluorescent lights that shine when we fuck  Everything happens when we run  Looking back on days of fun I could smell the rum  I can feel the honey leave you and it’s warmth on my tongue  I’ve disappeared numerous times, blinded by your light in flight  But still... hmmm I wanna feel something like this all the time I wanna feel you like this on my behind  I wanna squeeze the life out of me on your thighs  I wanna scream so loud I go numb with reply  This trumpet of pleasure  This moment of measures  Into me, out of me and whole completely  When you fuck so good while you feel so bad nothing matters but the strokes we’ve had and now I’ve made you a dad Fuck me so hard that I get mad Look at you foolishly, in bliss Like damn baby wtf is this?  You’re still erect? Put it in my mouth and then bust on my neck  I’ve had it up to here with anticipation  These bitches will never know what it’s like to be a sensation  A goddess of touch, emotion and an embodiment of the unknown  In…

Enigma

An enigma to you To myself  To life and all it’s mess Creating worthless gems  Creating pointless hymns I cry out to you  And you are me Puzzled at the thought of chivalry  Trying to define the rest of you Getting the best of you and still I say Me too. I have gone through this  I’ve gone through this I was gone through this  Drawn to this Bc seeds were planted  Upper handed Privileged even  To smell unrecognizable semen  Facing darkness like a demon  Uplifting hearts through men  I tweeted you Replying faintly I gasped at the concern  Something willing to learn  Your ego willing to earn  So why does my soul cry? Whose gaze am I looking at through tired eyes?  Is this true?  I’m hellbent in The spells went over sin  An enigma to my kin  A revelation for my kids  I say, today, that I am brand new  Steady paced, somewhat blue  Minute and slim On troubled skin  I can’t make out what this deal is to win  Fallback from fevers  How clever this teether  To know what grows in my mouth More clout less doubt  More space more out  I pus…

The Garden

I spread my legs and you water me
I moan and you cover me with kisses 
I push forth and squeeze my flower on your stem and we explode sun rays, so bright 
It feels like love bc we're open 
Open to nurture our nature and love nurtured our nature.
You pamper my pussy on this grass and I stroke your dick like it's my wand
Sex magick: 
Can I hold you after? 
Let you know what it's like to release in my mouth as I speak words that don't need to be heard?
Drink me. taste me. Love me
This is ours. 
Don't you agree? 
I know what you're thinking,
"Is this real?"
It's as real as we want it to be 
Leave me in the sunlight and let me grow....
Your hands are my wind, they sway with my skin
And these petals are bliss.
Our garden; we.
Our garden; she.
Our garden; me.

Address

I'm sorry I'm not who you thought I was
Were.
I've conformed, hurt people, and judged
As if I'm this big God, right
Doing whatever I want with you as if I'm godlike
Showing you new ways of pain as if I'm dynamite
Stepping on your heart not knowing it was a landmine
But Ive learned my lesson one thousand times
Until I got it right
So where I am now is not where you are
You're thinking of me as the picture you painted
But that is your work of art and not my reality
I don't even know if I'm the same from the beginning of this poem
I'm just telling you I know Who I am
Now.
Just because you don't like that I've changed doesn't mean I'm the same
I'm better I always get better
New flowers new powers
New hours
To do.
Who you want me to be is not my magnitude
Who I've remained to you is not the truth
And I'm sorry you live back there
I don't know where your where is
And you wear the past so well
You've Created new hel…

BY THE FIREPLACE

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  We threw all of it by the fireplace.   

We wanted to burn the face of deception and pain 

Everything that we have ever dreamed of, 

Each time we drifted into the cosmo of the eye 

The darkness of why's

The unknown "hi"s

It was us
Andeverything we have ever seen:

it never really seemed real … Until we burned it all and we try to forget it,  

Giants and midgets, gargantuan bigets 

But this is no where near familiar 

nothing is ever realer than trying to forget something.  
And we wanted to not exist anymore ; 

But it all existed in us ......
.. So we fled;  we fled into the fire 
  we both wanted to feel what it was like to forget ... needed to forget ;

WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET THATS WHY ITS IMPORTANT NOT TO REGRET BC EVERYTHING YOU PROJECT YOU REFLECT INTO SPECS OF CHARACTERISTIC CONTENT MAKING DENTS IN YOUR INTELLIGENCE WITH NO RESISTANCE OR IMPORTANCE FOR YOUR PRETENSE
.. now that's a soul well spent,
THEY SAY

who you are. and everything we dreamed of 

everything to be and  …

The Matrix

Infinitely transparent through this cosmo
Too many blows
Clues to where the vibration lies to separate the sheep
Would you have asked me to do it through space and evaporate into primates? 
The elevated are never shaded through times manipulation 
But you think I am a weapon because I love.
Because I love.
The shame. The guilt. From thinking one brain we've gone insane through membranes that travel faster than stars
I am here standing beside you through the thick of it all 
It's thick
Real thick
The quilt of this magick keeps us safe from lower vibrational worlds and dimensions
We are heaven 
We were never prepared so we had to shed the fear 
No more machines 
No more war
I sing to you this day
This is not afraid
This is no attachment to this
Is it because I remember you from a past life
Is that a crime to want that connection twice 
No surprise
All eyes 
All thighs
In between, the life forms shower over all of existence 
There is no repentance 
He knows the theatrics of this sphinx
He remembers that po…